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My 1st Time LyricsArtist: Dark LotusAlbum: Black Rain (Violent J) The first time, I didn€™t even feel guilty Never washed off, stayed bloody and filthy Just laid there next to the kid all night Kind of soaking it all in, and feeling alright I wasn€™t even old enough to drive yet, it was hell I had to put him on my handlebars and dump him down a well I try to feed off of that until I couldn€™t anymore By my sixteenth birthday, my total had grown to four. (Monoxide) I ain€™t afraid of you, but be afraid of me Cause when the lights go down, there ain€™t no stopping me Memories of my first real killing They found her all tied up, just hanging from the ceiling. What I was feeling was just so dark and twisted I couldn€™t believe I just did this. Now I€™m stuck in my very own private Hell Will I ever do it again? Time will tell. (Chorus) My first time I was in control until the blood It was my first time The bloody mess I had to clean up It was my first time I know this ain€™t right It was my first time I finally took someone else€™s life (Shaggy 2 Dope) Every time I lay my ass down to sleep I pray to fuck these memories seize Bloody face and final breaths taken But the first, uh, what was I thinking? Just a piece of rope and a pair of hands I wasn't mad, but she kept talking man Suffocation, due to not breathing I choked her for the very first time for no reason. (Blaze Ya Dead Homie) It was eleven on my clock, I remember that much In the graveyard waiting for the dope man to show up Ten minuets pasts, and there€™s still no sign Just then off in the night, I see some headlights A car rolls by, driving slow and I don€™t know I thought it was my folk, I ain€™t pulled the .44 They stopped the ride, started blasting The fist time I didn€™t pull the heat Damn, this what happened (Chorus) My first time I was in control until the blood It was my first time The bloody mess I had to clean up It was my first time I know this ain€™t right It was my first time I finally took someone else€™s life (Madrox) First time my knife touched skin And the red blood started flowing so quick I just couldn€™t quit Kept stabbing until everything that I seen was red The pillow, the blankets, the walls, and even the bed One color dominating everything like contemporary art Am I the killer or artist with bloody heart? Then I curled into a ball in the corner of the room Feeling like a creep in the light of the moon. (Anybody Killa) If I took this gun and put a hole in your chest It won€™t compare to the first time I put someone to rest Kind of like a dream, but on a nightmare level Every time I think about it I can still hear the shovel Diggin€™ deep into the dirt to try to hide the pain Knowing I got away with something I€™ll regret in the end I really shouldn€™t have never done it But fuck it, I did him in The first person that I killed was my first best friend (Chorus) My first time I was in control until the blood It was my first time The bloody mess I had to clean up It was my first time I know this ain€™t right It was my first time I finally took someone else€™s life Someone else€™s life first Someone else€™s life Related: |
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